Depression. I know that’s what it is, lapping at my bare feet and tickling my toes. It comes in waves, like the tide; pushing and pulling. I know she’s always there waiting, biding her time and readying herself to begin moving her things back in the day I forget to latch the door. Thats the…
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golden I
Alright. So I’m constantly having nightmares that I’m gonna catch this Rona and phase out. Most of you don’t know but I was born purple with collapsed lungs, and almost didn’t make it. Coupled with my asthma, and allergies triggering it all, my anxiety is warranted. So I’ve thought about it and I NEED to…
Why am I the way that I am: things I fear edition
Slick highway, an innocent car accident. But what, is playing on the stereo in your final moments?
don’t wake me
They say dreams are continuations of reality, and if this is true, I beg you God don’t wake me up. Even when the nightmares grip me: running scared, it feels safer. I awake before alarm sounds; closed windows and curtains can’t fend my conscience away. The resurfacing, the remembering where we are and where I…
finders weepers
Once it was mine
but so was the losing part
manic graveyards
You guys live for weekends but I just live for manic days when I can write without it all just being the big sad. When my adrenaline is pumping with the happiness my brain manufactured by accidentally sending too many chemicals down the line. A system cruising with possibilities, crushing the “I can’t and it…
my solemn wish
Eyes are raining as I write
For we won’t be seeing you tonight
i’ve smelled a lot of s**t but yours was definitely the worst: a soliloquy
Are you a passive people pleaser?? CONGRATULATIONS! More than likely you’re clinically depressed with at least one anxiety disorder caused by the repression of most major emotions. Continue the grind for humanities sake.
apples and berries
Motherhood is such a messy tangle of love, exhaustion and anxiety. We are tethered to these tiny human beings by a cord for nine months, then bound infinitely after that. All their hopes, desires and dreams become your main focus; fulfilling them becomes life. I love berries. They’re my favorite food I think, and have…
how to live peacefully knowing your neighbor is a racist piece of s**t: the American dream
With white supremecy and bigotry on the rise, it’s a wonder more podcast and television programs aren’t called out as they are; outlets that promote nationalism, racism and hatred. As seemingly far fetched an idea as it once was, radicalism has gained momentum in recent years, promoted and pushed by the current President’s brainless agenda….
Morphing of the Savino Mind 